Tuesday, November 15, 2005

Fucking Shit...

What an eventful evening...

One of my best friends from school is going through something terrible. I don’t know exactly what but I think I know. He up and walked out of class tonight before our final. He can do it online before Sunday, but I worry that his heart is blocking his mind. It happens to the best of us *cough*. I called him at home and his cell and no answer, I just hope things work out or he will be ok. I hate seeing my friends like that. Pretty fucking messed up.

After that I took my exam. It’s work 30% of my grade, so it wasn’t something to be taken too lightly. I screwed up and got a 93.3%. With that it drops me to a 96.25% in my math class. Yes yes... I *do* realize that is a BAD score for me. I will try better next semester with more calculus... Woohoo!

And I talked with a friend tonight for a while. I really enjoy talking with her and miss her like crazy. I did have to apologize for being a dick and a shit recently. I haven’t been quite my normal sweet self. Still no right for me to treat someone that I DO care about and DO like as if that person were just another person that meant nothing to me.  

Now I get to have some rest... dream some beautiful dreams, and fix others to be beautiful.

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